Its almost three weeks since i've got my enlistment letter and i m still reluctant to get into it but thats life and i am not complaining, just dont have the mood yet... I just wished i was born in somewhere else without this kind of waste of time thingy...........
Everday is still a busy day. I just wished i had one day off, rest and to play... I'm tired of going out everday, treveling in boring bus rides and working... I'm giving up a tuition to leo cos im going ns and im tired. Now i have 2 more nights free, i just wanna stay at home more to rest. Also, finally exam period is almost over, i can be rest abit and give my Junior a week or two break. Now that i left one tuition left, i think its easier for me to hander. This week shadule for working is mon, tue, thurs and friday... Even though i its only from 1200-1700, the idea of working is ald sian liao, the idea of workign half day is just wasting my time but its better then working full day. But after working full day, i cant do anything; 1. cos i smell, 2. cos after i go home, i dun feel like going out. So... sian... I'm so exhausted.......
You know, i have been thinking. Is human good or bad? Lol! Many people will think, bad. Cos after those people who pollute the world, destory earth, destory the ozone layer, destory environment, destory here and there. Its about destorying things... Did humans did the correct things? What is correct? There are so many humans, some save, some watch, some let things flow and some do the bad things. But what are bad? Is war bad? Is killing bad? Arent these people give us a flavour by reducing human populations? So that Animals wont be hurt? So that things will be back to normal? But what is normal? In the end there still have to be good and bad so that things balance. I? Will just do what i can to be a normal human as possible, again, what is normal? It is the things i think it is and save whatever i can, improve whatever i can. Anyway, if world is going to end, everything will end no point staying alive without a world to live on.
Ywanzx... This is really a tiring day...
