Friday, January 18, 2008
Well, this week is bad, hectic and full of emotion week... I though this last sem will really pull up my gpa but it turned out that everything suxs... This whole sem, i just dont have the mood to study... To make things worse, this term is sooo packed all thx to the damn bloody block teaching... Just this week, i had 2 AIA report, 1 AIA project, 1 MT project and a MT report which was due today. Wed aia practical suxs cos my group had to rush to do everything and on the way to school on wed, i had the weirdest feeling and its like my mine going crazy but i had it under control with a bit of headach after that. Just on thursday, we had done some of our aia report but nothing much on mt project. And thursday lab was worse then ever!!! I spend damn hours tring to crack my brain to do a simple part of question and its really irreats me. Everythign was shit this week and i just simpily hate it... This is the first time i felt like this... Soo irreated... I just couldent spend a day peacefully. And firday, which is in few horus time, i going to have AIA meeting again and rush for MT meeting. At 1500 for napfa... I just hate this week... I cant wait for week end, i need some band to cheer me up...
To make things worse, another things just happend and nothing turns out right. I just felt so tired... So tired of keep consoleing, so tired of making everyone's day to turn out well, so tired to pamper, so tired of everday. I need a life, i need days which turns out well, i need all those, i've forgotten how it felt being pamper, being happy. I just felt that oen day everything will collespes and break down...
^_^ i love me! ^_^
