ytd was kinna fun... i was wid Xiao Xin. i love being wid her... but i know... this is nothing.... i have to think of nothing too... i like everything of hers... the way she make my hair, the way she talk to me, they way she bong my head... haiz... i like what is it now... but why my heart feeling so werid? only you... norahS... haiz... but i know Xiao Xin and Xiao Xin know me one... she wont want me... i think why i feeling so werid is becasue i feel that we are not together? but... wad is wrong with me? not together then not together lar... issit because i feel unwanted? i also dunno why i feel lidat... like something amissed... maybe because when i read last time de post and ect. bah... haiz... Xiao Xin... if we dun have a chance then say bah... cos now... i feel that there is chance... but i know that it's hard for you to accpet me... these making me mao tun... i know your heart still hurt so much... so much that it has already becomeing a myth... i also dunno why i want you so much.... i love you, i love you, i love you... till other love cant compare... thats why i still love you even though i was wid her... haiz... i though i wound forget you... haiz... but i was wrong... haiz... i'm always wrong... maybe, really no more chance le... haiz... still, im mao tun... sorry norahS... sorry Xiao Xin... i think i be dog and accompany you better... but i will die earlier then her... Haiz... maybe there's no forever... but i want to try... i want to at least try for forever... norahS, i really regrate what i did... too late le... i wanan chagne... but how? HAIZ!!! how long i have to stay like this? four more years? doesent means four more yrs then can be together mah... but... maybe four more years you will be fully recover? by then, i will be working le... haiz... i also dunno what i want... i just wish that im wid you. haiz... but... maybe those are only dreams... that will be reality... haiz... i'm really... lost... AHHHH i want to go beach again. this time i wanna shout out loud!!!
^_^ i love me! ^_^
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