Saturday, May 06, 2006
norahS, haiz... today went to kbox... very nice... i like to sing le... haha... though still not very good... but yeah... i still wanna go there... but this time i want to go wid Xiao Xin... so many songs let me remine of her... haiz... tong hua... she taught me how to sing...
haiz...
how could i forget... our promise? haiz... five years later...
first condition:
we must love each other
second condition:
i must not be attached
haiz... well... no need to promise le... she wont want it anymore... we are no more le... why must this be so pain? becasue i made it pain... if only i did'ent do it... we will still be together... though my have problem... but it's the best... no matter how happy relationship could be, but doesnt means it's good... it should be forever... but i ruin it... i ruin my future... yue ding... it's still in my mind... it's still playing... vangance? how long my it last? yes... i still have long way to go... no need to worrie, Xiaoxin... you are really different... i dunno why... is this my destiny? to learn to love properly? my lesson to learn? why must it be so hard... is this depression? haha... i want to go kbox again... i want to shout it all out... but then... no mood to do that le...
i wish i had a time machine... i wanna go back back back... change everything... but i know... something will happen again... are we suppose to be together? how can i not think so much? no matter what... i've hurt her more then this... i will have to be hurt somemore... then i want to break down... i want to rest after that. haiz... i know... no more promise le? haiz... i'm sooooooooo helpless... no one can help me... anything also no use...
^_^ i love me! ^_^
