Wednesday, April 26, 2006

norahS, I just watch finish Devil Beside You... Haiz... The story so nice... haiz... the more i watch, the more heart ach i am... all those ending, all those small part... haiz... i really cant do anyhting le... all i could do is to make my self more miserable. is that the right thing to do? i dun even know what is right what is wrong... what should i do? i want myself to feel miserable. that was how Sharon feel last time. long ago... even though it has past but i want to make it up... maybe people may say it is impossable to make up this kind of thing.... but i just want to... thats all i could do for her... my memories.... does it have to be only memories? i gueess thats all i can get now... should wont want me now... treating her like a toy... she must be hateing me... well, i feel the same way too... she rather have someone to hurt her then me... i wish i will just die, and go find another person to go into and go with her... i want to make her happy... i wished that she will be happy. wil, she is now... thats good... i guess thats all i could ask for... i will give my self sometime....

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