Friday, April 28, 2006

i still dun understand her leh... how? haha. today we meet leh... haha... chat allot study little. haha. i also dunno bah... but my heart is in a mess now... hope it will clear up soon. i dun like what i feel now.... but that maybe means i am sad and means it's good. Haha... sob... me like crazy le. but nvm... haha. i'm still me... i hope so... even though if i'm not me, no one will notice? haiz... anybody care me? anybody want me??? i sometimes feel unwanted... just like a dog being abonden... maybe the dog choose the owner... so... i choose my owner... and my owner dun want me and igrone me... igrone my love... sometimes i wished i am her dog... she just will love me... i wont do anyhting sorry to her... i will do what she said... i promise i will be a good doggie... haiz... but i know... she wont want me thinking that... but how can i not? it's so unfair... i dun like what i am too... i just wanna be a good dog... thats all i could do for her now... nothing le... unless as a dog she dun want also... sob... then i dont want to live le... is this right? i'm like an injure dog... i'm in pain... but i still can move all around till i slowly die...

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