Tuesday, September 20, 2005
Today, Play Maple Till Around 1500. Then Ask My Sec. Friend Wanna Go Out Anot... I Cant Stay At Home Le... Will Go Crazy. Ill Keep Thinking... Haiz... So We Went To Apply Driving Lesson. Quite Long. Spend Another 1650$ Hm... After Went To Meet Her And There Goes... We No More Le... Sweety Is Gone le... Gone Forever... Haha... Haiz... I Dunno... Maybe Its Better For Both Of Us? I Hope So... I've Given Up Hope Le... She Too, Gave Up Hope On Me... Well... I Guess I Have To Forget Sweety... Not That I Have Any Choice... Just Take It As She Is Dead... Haiz... I Will Be Hard To Forget. I Suppose It Can Be Done. Now I Have To Find Another Reason Why I Should Live... Haiz... Get Over With It... This Memories Are Not That I Can Erase Like The Others... Hm... I Should Remeber Memories. But Forget Feelings... I Guess Feelings Are Harder To Forget Then Memories... I Wonder How Long Will It Take... Even If I Wound Find Another Person To Love, It Will Take Long To Forget Completely... So Sad... Sob Sob...
In Life, We Are Like Learning Lessons. It's Just That There Are Some That We Wound Do Well... Its Somehow Like A Curse... Haiz... Mine, I Wont Have A Good Love Life... I Can See It... But Off Cos, I Wont Let Fate Control Me. I Will Do Everything To Perfect It. But There Still Be Problem. Becasue If There's No Problem, Then No Point Living le... Ill Improve Myself De. Thats Why We Live In This World. When We Become Perfect, We'll Go To Other World. Hm... Crap... Haiz... Sob Sob.
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