



Friday, September 23, 2005
0920 Woke Up. Going To Derrick's Hs To Play. Then At Around 0941 I Was Sms Cos I Was Bathing. Guess What... It's My Result... Dident Expect It To Be In The Morning. I Read It With Blurrness. -_-` Until When I Reach The First Story Of My Block, I Understand What It Was Writing. Haiz... Well... No Bs... Only Cs&Ds. MEB D+, CSAS D+, PIPC C, EM C+, OC C+. Average: C Student... GPA: 2.07. Saded... Well, Next Sem, I'll Have To Work Hard. To Get MEB C+, CSAS C, PIPC B, EM B+, OC B+. Average: B Student... GPA 3.07. My Aim. I No Need To Get A Or Something. I No Need To Be Godlike In Something... Just B Student... I Dun Want C... Anyway, Went Derrick's House To Watch FFVIIAC. Nice Show, Though I Dun Even Know The Game. Haha. Cool Effects. Not Bad... The After That Went To Play Grand Auto Something. Haha. Funny Game... Full Of Craps. Then Went Eat Also To Meet Ping. Talk For A While And Return Back To Derrick's Hs Continue Playing Crap Games... First Gundam, Then Tom&Jerry Lastly Bomberman Racing. Lol.
I Donno Why, Even If I Am So Damn Busy, I Still Have Time To Think Of You... Wished I Know More... I Wanna Do Something Rather Then Siting Down And Wait... How Long Must I Wait? Haiz... Wait For What? I Dun Even Know What I Am Waiting For... If I Hurt So Much Because Of Love, Then I'll Nv Want To Love. I Hurt Her Too Much... Did I Got Hurt Too? That, I Dun Care... I Just Made You To Got Hurt Because Of Me... I Wish I Could Atone For What I Have Done... Is That The Curse I Got Five Year Ago? Or It's Because I Have Hurt Too Much People For Last Five Years? Is This My Karma/Sin That Is Acting Now? Maybe It Will Be Over Soon... Yes... Soon, I Hoped... Sob Sob.
Lost...
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